It’s been awhile since I wrote. Actually that’s not true, I have written numerous blogs and ended up not publishing them, destroying them. They were composed of Anger, sadness, despair and hopelessness. So let’s try again shall we? What they … Continue reading
I’m sitting in a hotel in Philadelphia. Traveling for work. Less than two weeks ago my son Alexander Gabriel was born. “Xander” A new little child for us to care for, to teach, to fear for. Two years ago I … Continue reading
It’s been a long time since I have written, I’ve tried but each time I’m ready I run and hide. Life is weird, the rollercoaster we are all on has curves and drops and huge inclines at times. But with … Continue reading
Broken Record When I started writing the blog Gabby was in the hospital. It was optimistic and hopeful. As time went on it became darker, much darker. I have never read any of them and I don’t write … Continue reading
Let’s get ready to Rumble I’ve started a new job and have been away for the last two weeks. I come home Friday nights and leave Sunday evening to head back to the hotel north of home. Needless to … Continue reading
Fathers Day I plan on writing at least once a week and posting every Sunday at 6:30. It’s a form of release for me. But more importantly I’m hoping it will help people. Since the last time I wrote, Fathers … Continue reading
John’s big disclaimer about upsetting people: First I wanted to start out by saying these blogs are my opinions (Gabby’s Daddy). I write them for a number of reasons. To get them out of my head, as a message to … Continue reading
Oliver Tonight a Brave Young man is fighting for his life. He may have days, months or minutes left. I put my daughters to bed tonight after sitting on Gabby’s bed, came downstairs, and became angry. My family has … Continue reading
Stuck I wrote this paragraph at 9:30 pm. Long after I wrote everything else below. Right after Gabby earned her wings I told another parent who has a child dealing with Cancer: People will forget Gabby. She agreed. Not in … Continue reading
This Picture was taken one week before Gabby earned her wings. After we removed all the hoses, needles and everything else that was in her during her last stay in the hospital. Carolynn and I took … Continue reading